Simian Line Forum

....there are few people here.

that's a really sad thing.

the two other forums that existed before were more frequented...

anyhow, I am a right perakee and I have just met a new perakee friend in my town.
he is a left perakee.....

and he is the proove that being a perakee is a distinctive and special thing.

I get along SO well with him.

it's incredible.

all you other perakees out here are not in trouble, otherwise you would look out for fellow perakees as much as I do.

you live your lives and have no big problems, you go to work, make your money.

for me it's different. I am in constant pain, cause I am obliged to do what I don't want, and that's pain.

and I know that I can share the pain with my new perakee friend. cause he is in pain, too.

one of my various problems is, that my greedy and money-orientated parents hate to believe, that I am a special person, cause of my simian line.
my mother loves to say, that it makes no difference.

she is the perfect nazi.

it makes a big difference.

and I can prove it by the friendship I have with the left perakee. his name is armin.

being together with him, makes me feel whole and understood in so many ways.

there are many perakees out there, not even aware of the fact, that they are perakees.

you here are different to them, cause you ARE aware.

but you don't interact with each other, otherwise this forum would flourish.

if you knew, what kind of fullfillment it could be for you, to interact with other perakees, you would try it.

but you don't, cause you never made the experience.

i have made the experience that being a perakee bing together with another perakee makes a difference.

I have felt it various times.

I even was engaged with another perakee, cause I thought, that I needed to love another perakee in order to be understood, but love doesn't work that way. that's what I found.

now my mother, when she says, that it's not special to be a perakee, indirectly tells me, that I was delusive, when I had those perakee experiences.

she tells me, that I see and feel things, that are not actual.

I am happy, that there is my new friend, which is living prove, that perakee-ism is real.

I hate my mother for being such an ugly character.

it comes from the fact, that she is very plain and usual. she is not special at all.

and I believe she is envious, that I am special.

she wants me to be normal, but that's something I am not. she wants me to be normal as her.
and the other mahakahs (people without a simian line).

but that would be like cutting my perakee hand off.
if you put it that way, she wants me to cut my hand off.

just so I can be like the "normal" people. cause that's what she can deal with.

she can't deal with the special things in life, cause being special means, not having an easy time. and she wants to gather people around her, that ARE having an easy time.

cause she wants to have an easy time. she is so shallow.
she preaches hard work, but drinks easy time.

but that's her problem.

may she die with it.

I cannot help her.

I can only try to make her see, that being a perakee IS someting special.

that's all I can do.

now please don't disrespect me, cause you got other problems.

I hope you are all intelligent enough to not do this.

so long,

philqriz

Hi Pueblo,
I do keep checking this site and there's not much activity on it. I loved your article on the Perakee and found it facinating. I always make a point to look at peoples palms whenever I can without making it obvious but I've yet to meet another simian. Yes life can be tough for us. I often feel isolated even when I'm amongst people. I've always felt different but couldn't understand why till I discovered the simian connection.
Tom

hi tom,

could you tell me, which country you are from....?

if you want, write me an email...... pilope@gmx.net

phil

white tiger perakee?

yeah, that's me.